I'm Just Getting FAT!

My first pregnancy test

From the beginning of March, I was convinced, my ALWAYS thin self was just getting fat... but... only... in my breasts and stomach.. Told my sister I’m just get fat she was convinced otherwise that I should take a pregnancy test and see if I was in fact pregnant not fat...

Well, I told my boyfriend James that we needed to take a test and he was determined I was INSANE! and he thought in fact I was not pregnant.

Well....

March 9th,  
finally time to take the stick in both hands and find out what life is throwing at me.... Deep breath, pee... crap.. I need to pee but now I can't?? Panic... okay now that I’ve just peed for 5 seconds... never counted how long I have peed in my entire life.... now wait 5 minutes....


Longest 5 minutes of my life, not going to look at my EPT pregnancy test till the timer goes off. My phone goes BEEP BEEP BEEP! with one eye I see a positive sign... first reaction is tears... CRAP!!! What am I going to do? I’m not even 20 yet and I have a baby inside me...

I run outside to tell my boyfriend James, the father of our baby (that's growing inside me, still hard to grasp this..) that we are pregnant.. his reaction was shocked...

now its time to plan. time to think about insurance, jobs, money, and the telling our families...


March 11th,

I go to work... All I can think about all day long is I have a baby inside me.... And I NEED to tell my mom. This is huge. I’m scared. and I NEED my mommy! My sister told me, that either I tell my mom tonight or she is going to come over and tell her for me... 

Motivation to get this over with, Check.

I go home that evening and go in the house, right behind James, I hug my mom and say "Congratulations you are going to be a grandma again" She was shocked, I started to cry unsure what I was feeling... 

I then shortly told my brother that he was in fact going to have a little niece or nephew... his response was priceless. A dear laugh..

Well we all sat down and had a family dinner talked about planning, and when to go to my first appointment.... 

Thank you for reading my first of many blog adventures of my baby to be. 


Much Love, 
Breanna, Mommy To Be