As my dear child is growing inside me more and more everyday.. (I swear I wake up larger then when I fell asleep) I have started feeling about myself that I am becoming "Heavy" "Fat" I KNOW I am not and it is all my self conscious issues, and have been always thin and this being the first time I have ever had a tummy, it is VERY strange to look at myself in the mirror. I KNOW! I'm not fat I'm pregnant and beautiful but with today's society of what "beauty" is and me always being self conscious because I was TO THIN! Its hard not to have these thoughts sometimes... Well, my dear boyfriend and father of my child has been trying for now over 2 years that we have been together to get me to love my body the way I am. He always says to me "You are BEAUTIFUL!" and remembering that is the hardest part. Well today while I was at work, feeling nauseous, not pretty and just kinda low he sent me a beautiful picture that reminded me that he loves me and our baby.
Thank you James for everything.
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